Filed under: JUST SOME THOUGHTS
I believe that not everyone possess the ability to be a good parent. Some parents can do a good job in disciplining their children while maintaining a close relationship with them. As much as I want to achieve this balance, I doubt I will be able to achieve this.
Maybe about 5 years ago, I thought having a child completes a woman and a family. Now, as I always see how people struggle with their children, be it financially, emotionally, or physically, I tell myself- I don’t think I can handle a baby.
I can’t imagine the kind of uncertainty on what the future may hold for those who is facing an unplanned pregnancy. Contraception is always a must.
Chris: I will never feel pressured to get married. If I make a rash decision to marry due to peer pressure, I will suffer.
Me: Simply put, you mean he/she is not the one?
Chris: Ya exactly.
I was indirectly talking about us. But I doubt he realized. He usually doesn’t pay attention to what I say/talk/ask. He doesn’t feel the pressure or feel the need to work towards marriage, house, or whatever. In a nutshell, he doesn’t see the need to work towards the things I want in life. He talks about cars, cycling, gym, and many other things.
No surprise that he thinks am not the one. Cox am never good enough. I don’t worth his praises and compliments. He sees the bad of me. Nothing’s good.
Yesterday, I had to ask him to say one good point about me. He said, “Erm, I don’t know? Kind and err err..caring?
If Life is fragile, Love could fail, Happiness is hard to attain.
It’s been a long time since I hear nice words from you. If you love me, you would love the way I want. Because it is simple and it’s not a crime, nor a sin. Yes, I talk to people about how I feel. I know you don’t like it. You feel that certain things should not and need to be shared. But I have to talk to have a balance of emotions. Since I can’t talk to you, I talk to other people. It’s because I talk, I know what are the things which I shouldn’t have done, know more on guys’ perception on certain things, and get to know how low my expectations are.
Will it be balanced?
